Am I gay?

In the winter of 2018, I found myself sitting in the bathroom of my college duplex, in the middle of the night, hesitantly searching for answers on google.

“Am I gay?” “How do I know if Im gay?” 

My best friend was sleeping over once again, and I needed to know if the feelings I was having for her made me gay or if I just really liked being her best friend. 

Please just let me really like being her best friend. 

Please. Don’t let me be gay. 

The google search loaded and what came up was basically “If you’re looking this up, the answer is most likely yes. You are gay”. 

shit.

We’ve been married for almost a year now

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